Thoughts for today

I have started the task of returning emails today.  I feel like I should apologize for taking so long. My mom received the death certificate today.  It stated that the cause of death was septic shock for 6 hours, organ failure for 6 hours, pancreatitis for 4 weeks, and the problem with colon that will not start to spell for 3 weeks.  We have our own cause... God's will.  I know that we should not question God's will but it is hard to not.  I have thought about the timing a lot.  He was in the ICU for exactly one month and 6 hours.  You will notice that he went into septic shock and organ failure the last 6 hours.  We were told that if he did survive this that he would be the same as before.  We didn't believe it though.  As the days went on we saw that man that we loved change. We are not trying to put God's ability in a box, but it seemed that the sicker he got the less likely it was.  I really do think that this was the best answer to the problem.  That is easier to say then to accept.  I still do not understand but I am comforted by the fact that he will not have to worry about the future.  God is good all the time!  

Daniel and his family DFW around 4:30 this morning.  My mom called around 7:45 and they had made it to the town they live in.